reflection and redirection

my last post, which you can't see, was a little off base. just a little.

clarification is now necessary.

so the rest of this entry is entirely to the residents of the Barn.

From my reflections from my previous years in and around the current residents of the AIESEC-Madison house, I have come to the conclusion that I can't be one of them.

Reason: I can't handle it.

My original post was to say that the house excessively parties and I don't want to be around that. Which is true, BUT I will try to explain in a better way.

Everyone in the house does many things other than drink. i wouldn't even hang out with any of your asses if all you did was sit on a couch and get smashed. I have done many non-drinking, fun activities with all of you. And I enjoy those times. i have also enjoyed the many late-night saving-the-world conversations.

But right now, I can't handle both. And I will be getting both in the house.

Everyone in the house is good at pressuring everyone else to do things. This includes running, dining, partying, everything.

And I was trying to say that although everyone does do many things outside of drinking or partying, there is still a lot pressure to go out. and when I or anyone else for that matter decides to not go out, they get a lot of negative feedback. I don't want to deal with the extra pressure.

As such, I am not living in the barn. I am actively seeking people to take my place on the lease and have gotten very good responses from many cool people. The switch should be finalized later this week.