Butterflies

fourth time trying to post. motivation is very low. even for getting blasted at mifflin. just hoping monday will give some new, better news. just thinking too much about money and how there's no way i'm ever going to logically pay for my traineeship, no matter where it is. It's also harder now because I'm older. My first roommate is graduating when i won't be here and as soon as i get back everyone else will. But I have to go. It's been a dream for along time. even longer than i've known most friends. dreams come first. stilldoesn't make it easy though.

roommates seem to be enjoying themselves. i'm going to see what all the commotion is.